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It’s been a while since I last put anything here. I’m not really sure why, I guess I haven’t had anything I wanted to really put here.

I’m amazed at how a committed relationship can work – and make me feel, both personally and together.
Never before have things been so ….awesome.

What do you call that feeling when you look forward to each next day when you go to sleep at night because you know that day, tomorrow, will be the best day of your life? Each day is better than the previous. Amazing.

I’ve never spent so much time discussing anything and everything.
I wear no mask, I hide nothing, and that is returned to me. I can talk about anything and everything. Nothing is off limits or something to be avoided. Everything is on the table, everything.

The only word I have is “amazing”.


I find myself asking how I got to this point in such a short period of time and I see nothing less than that of a miracle.
To find that miracle I had to hit bottom though, but I didn’t see that at the time. I had to have my foundations knocked out from under me and fall. I tried to fly on my own but quickly discovered that I couldn’t fly.
When I gave up and lost all hope is when I found hope – and life.